No Wonder

After watching Top Chef and Amazing Race and wanting to watch the season finale of CSI: NY, I hit the bed reluctantly at around 11 PM just because of the fact that I need to get the office bus next morning. I did get-up on time and after my usual routine of checking my mails and sending morning mails to my friends and family, I started of swiftly to board the office bus as usual.The worse part here was that I missed to pick my mobile and the worst part was I didn't have even a single rupee in my wallet apart from the 20 which I had to pay for the Auto.

On my way to the stop I decided to borrow a mobile to make an urgent call from one of more 20 colleagues who would board the bus in my stop, though I didn’t know anyone among them and I haven't spoken to any despite of the fact that we all board there for almost more than 2 yrs. I know it is kind of weird but then, that’s the way people are these days in this industry. The four most common things these people do in the bus is either they sleep or read or sit idle else fall in love with their i-pods. I fall into the first category here :)

It was drizzling slightly that day and I boarded the bus and took the only window seat which was left free to my surprise. I was expecting a guy to take the seat by my side.You know why ??? Most girls avoid sitting beside me for some reason... :)  Unfortunately a girl sat next to me and I lost the hope of making that urgent call then. Well many would argue saying all that I had to do was to ask her to use her phone and the job is done. But all that I could think about was “What if she denies???”That very thought of getting a no made me skeptical about asking and my mind was racing with its thoughts and it was swinging in dilemma whether to ask or not. And by the time I decided the bus had crossed half the way to Office.Well the decision was to make the call after reaching office. :) It is then I realised a fact in my life..... ! ! !

No wonder I had no guts to propose the girl I liked so much :)